To be honest

 Life outlook:

To be honest , I don't feel like myself...

I really don't, I question myself a lot.

I'm that person that tries to get out this world of trying to fit into a social media sphere where I would  supposedly find my purpose.

And when I try, it's never enough

Then when I try to escape it, get into living my life outside...I end up alone.

I face everyday with a fake smile(cry it out when I feel like). I strongly believe nothing lasts forever, even our life in this planet is short ,that is we aren't on this planet for long, so don't waste your time trying to make other people happy.

You just have to learn to live honestly and have to work on being a better person everyday of your life. I am always learning and growing. At times "small things" may trigger a wave of emotions and make you believe you have taken four steps backwards towards healing but it's okay.

People can be mean, but it is usually because they don't understand your situation or they are scared. It took me sometime to see that not everyone will stay. But not everyone is supposed to.... And its not always because of you.

It's not easy to be positive all the time. Some days you will feel like you just can't do it anymore. You feel like you have nothing to live for. You feel like your efforts are going waste. You feel negative emotions. You are around people that make you feel negative. And you just think, "how am I going to ever handle all this?" But wait.. if you take  a moment to think about the bigger picture, you'll understand that all that you've fought for will never go to vain. The universe works like magic. You pay a price for something, you get it back and ten times more. 

So hold onto your goodness, try to be as positive as you can. Smile at your haters. And think about something that makes you smile or feel better to keep yourself distracted from the negativity. Try your best to stay away from the negativity. You might not be able to do it all in one go, but taking it slow, is still good enough as long as you're moving forward. But know this: you are destined to have a happy ending after everything you've been through.

Happy reading

Yours Sunflower🌻 

I know I didn't continue with my previous topic of why my life is in negative but today I felt like i should write my heart out and I did. I blog because I feel connected to people and can express my thoughts without any hesitations. Your Sunflower is an introvert trying to blog her life. I hope you guys like what is written in the blog.

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