A Sunflower standing tall, finding for sunlight in dark gray skies.

 Life outlook: To be honest , I don't feel like myself... I really don't, I question myself a lot. I'm that person that tries to get out this world of trying to fit into a social media sphere where I would  supposedly find my purpose. And when I try, it's never enough Then when I try to escape it, get into living my life outside...I end up alone. I face everyday with a fake smile(cry it out when I feel like). I strongly believe nothing lasts forever, even our life in this planet is short ,that is we aren't on this planet for long, so don't waste your time trying to make other people happy. You just have to learn to live honestly and have to work on being a better person everyday of your life. I am always learning and growing. At times "small things" may trigger a wave of emotions and make you believe you have taken four steps backwards towards healing but it's okay. People can be mean, but it is usually because they don't understand your situat...

  Hello there, I know its been a long time but I am new to this whole blogging thingy. So shall we complete what we began in November 2020? Life in negatives? I know that title didn't really do justice to my readers. "Everyone have some troubles in their lives. But when you worry, you make it double. Always look on the bright side.  Everyone is beautiful because outer beauty fades with time but inner beauty never fades. It is inner beauty which represents our personality.  Don't stop believing, hold on to the feeling"-These quotes only find their best place in some website hyping "the top 10 motivational quotes to inspire you to appreciate the beauty of the world" So here comes the culprit-BEAUTY What is beauty? What is it about people being called or "judged" as beautiful or handsome? "the socially constructed notion that physical attractiveness is one of women's most important assets, and something all women should strive to achieve and ...

Life is not what people believe or desire to have, rather it is what is designed by the very Supreme. Life is never easy for the once who loose in the battle of choices, rather it is for the dominant positive thinkers out there. In my case, I have never ever been one hell of positive thinker until this very moment to be frank .I have always been a slow loris-   the only  venomous  mammals whose secretion  becomes toxic when mixed with its own saliva. I have been a sunflower in the midst of roses . I have been a jaguar among the leap of leopards, always misjudged for my abilities. Twenty years of my existence was full of negatives with a little touch of positivity here and there. It all began when a medium beige skinned baby girl with jet black eyes and charcoal-black hairs inherited from her biological "abbu" as I call him , making a grand entry into this monochromic world with her cry on a bright Wednesday  afternoon. Born to lower middle class family with drea...