LIFE IN NEGATIVES

Life is not what people believe or desire to have, rather it is what is designed by the very Supreme. Life is never easy for the once who loose in the battle of choices, rather it is for the dominant positive thinkers out there. In my case, I have never ever been one hell of positive thinker until this very moment to be frank .I have always been a slow loris- the only venomous mammals whose secretion becomes toxic when mixed with its own saliva. I have been a sunflower in the midst of roses. I have been a jaguar among the leap of leopards, always misjudged for my abilities. Twenty years of my existence was full of negatives with a little touch of positivity here and there.

It all began when a medium beige skinned baby girl with jet black eyes and charcoal-black hairs inherited from her biological "abbu" as I call him , making a grand entry into this monochromic world with her cry on a bright Wednesday afternoon. Born to lower middle class family with dreams that couldn't match any of the existing family members. Loved by both maternal and paternal families, with a birthday celebrations in the respective abode. Princess of her little kingdom in the temple town of India, Udupi, or Udipi as Wikipedia vocabularies it.

Born to a very happy family, then what went wrong? Why is my life in negatives? Did my school and college life, my family , my friends or people who i met in this journey or is it ME that had negative effect on my very own life? To know what went wrong or What is my story, Please follow my blogs.

Until then,

HAPPY READING

Yours SUNFLOWER 🌻

Location: Udupi, Karnataka, India

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